Tis is Monday and it is a Full Moon tonight when the Leo Sun opposes the Moon in Aquarius. This Full Moon is also a partial Lunar Eclipse. Lunar Eclipses are about relationships and polarities. It is an emotional time—a time of romance, fertilization, and relationships.
Is this why shit has been so muhfckn funky lately?
During the Full Moon last night, I did not sleep shit and I was so fucking restless! I haven’t slept well in quite a few nights and I am just mentally exhausted. While supposedly there is really no concrete evidence that the Full Moon affects our sleep, I swear I am pretty restless during the Full Moons despite that I do not always keep tabs on the Moon phases. When I have remembered to check after a night of restlessness, the moon is usually in waxing gibbons or full.
Also, It has been two fucking weeks since the last time I got laid, and maybe a week or so since I last masturbated. In a funk much?
Last night’s sleep was no better than the night before. I am trying to figure out what is going on.
My mind and thoughts are all over the fucking place today. Work is hectic and huge priority for me, today it is really taking a toll on my patience. I have lacked on my water intake, and I want all the carbs and all the sweets. Le sigh! On a lighter note, I got invited to play with an older couple who are in the lifestyle, an attractive ass older couple in Kissimmee. While it sounds like a great fucking time, I need a little more time before I accept the invite. Seeing as though I am still married and all. Oh, yeah, that part!
The way that this blog has panned out for me is not how I intended, yes, I have already voiced that and I felt like voicing it again. This is actually a bit more work than I imagined it to be. I also consistently ask myself if anyone really wants to read the shit I have to share? I mean, life is fucking interesting man. People are fucking weird. Shit happens and at the end of the day, it is what it is. But I happen to find myself drawn to reading about people and their real life situations. The things that most people keep hidden about themselves, the dark and seedy, controversial topics.
Tis it is Friyaayy! I am at work and absolutely motivated today. Mercury goes into retrograde tomorrow at Virgo and ends 9/5/2017 at Leo. I have no idea what this means, but I am however aware of the changes in the universe in this time, aware as in I feel them. I feel optimistic and positive and I need to keep this momentum going. This weekend I plan on filling it with healthy foods, lots of water, copious amounts of orgasms regardless if I am coupled or masturbating, zero shame in admitting that. I’d like to do a home and spiritual / aura cleansing this weekend so time to go pick up some Nag Champa, candles and some flowers. – With my weekend 1 hour around the corner, I am happy and I will not allow anyone to rain on my fucking parade. Happy for organic ass reasons and that’s that shit I like. I’m broke, I have less than 2 grams of pot in my grinder and it’s Friday. Why the fuck ain’t I allowed to be happy? I am! I totally am! For anyone that stuck through and is reading this because they find it interesting, thank you. I’m trying to get Instagram and possibly a Tumblr going to coordinate with this, but need to be cautious because some or a lot of the content will be NSFW, or at least not completely follow PG or PG-13 rules. You cam never say you weren’t warned. I’m a hardcore supporter of expression, however you’re moved to express. The reality is not everyone in a low cut or crop top is looking for attention, we get dressed to feel good and look at our reflection, I’m keeping it real right now.
Tis is another Monday! It has now officially been over a week that I have been writing and not posting… Almost as if it’s journal. Whatever. I promise to get better at this, just hang in there.
For now, Later Lovies…
XOXO – always offensively yours- D