11/7/2017 – 0700
Match my enthusiasm. Match my effort. Match my ambition. This is honestly all I ask for. I don’t required constant attention but if I say “Good Morning” – Don’t just chuckle, FUCKING SAY IT BACK GOT-DAMN-IT! Match my enthusiasm for life. I like giving positive affirmations and to provide motivation. In turn, I want the same in return. Motivate me, tell me to have a kick ass day, tell me I’m doing great if that’s the case. I love that shit! Most women do, if you didn’t know, now you do.
Never underestimate the attractiveness of matched effort. Whatever you can do to put a smile on her face, you can trust that her pussy responds to that too, remember that.
Last night was weird, my body wanted rest and I did just that, in bed by about 2030 (8:30pm) – I had had it mentally and just wanted to be a recluse and did just that. I woke up the first time just a bit after 2230. I put on a pair of sweatpants and headed outside with bong and grinder in tow, time to meditate. I had two nugs left, I broke up one and will re-up later tonight about 2000 with an eight. Kill yourself right now if you don’t realize that everyone, and I do mean everyone has a vice or two or twenty. It’s life, and most of them are coping mechanisms. Let’s just try to be healthy about them and enjoy them in moderation, hence why I only re-up with an eighth at a time. Pot makes life so amazingly beautiful but without moderation, you start to disconnect. I’ve been there before, I don’t want to return to a space that I’m smoking to disconnect and not enhance.
I joined a DietBet yesterday that begins tomorrow, to lose 4% of your total weight. The weigh in is tomorrow so I guess I do not feel so bad that I did not really do any exercise yesterday. I will take the weigh in pictures today and log in a work out. Again, we do this to look good naked and to keep my sex drive up, don’t hate me for that. Also, I truly noticed that the time I invest in myself is actually some of the greatest investment I have eve made. My confidence soars, my attitude stays consistently positive, these are just some of the benefits that are almost instantly noticeable, in my opinion.
Also, I need to stop wasting my beest ass, tits and sex drive years on fuckboys who don’t even have the dick to deserve it.
Here’s to wishing that everyone’s Tuesday is killer in the greatest fashion. I am still on my period and horny as ever so Tumblr has been a good friend.
XOXO – Always offensively yours, D.